August 3, 2006

• ive been gone for a while.

  
  

  but im still alive. new stuff.
  
  
  
  the stone heart knows no pain
  and knows no feeling.

  
  

  i am liked i am loved

  
  

  i have friends i have romances

  
  

  romancing the stone has never been this easy.
  all hopes leading to one road
  with a dead end sign.
  you life is pergatory
  my life is monotony

  
  

  i break faces
  i cry at movies
  i am dead yours

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

  i have a love and nobody knows it.
  i have a love and no way to expose it.
  i have love for you forbidden it seems
  i have a love for you in more than dreams

  
  

  
  longing wishing hoping.
  i want you to notice.
  wanting waiting doting
  i dont think you will.

  
  

  maybe thats half the battle.
  and more than half the fun.
  knowing that i have this love for you
  and that i cant have it.

  
  

  your oblivious.
  but its right in your face
  I fucking love you
  and you have no idea

  
  

  i dont want to die without you knowing.
  how much you mean to me.
  as a friend as more. as everything as nothing.
  

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

  what to do when the walls come closing in on you
  how to feel when the one you love
  tramples you

  
  

  like a fool
  we live to hurt again.
  expecting to much from something
  so small

  
  

  we live for glimmers
  when we have a bright shining light over us
  to foray into the dark
  leave the security
  after a gleam

  
  

  twinkles always look brighter
  they are surrounded by
  darkness
  cling wishing you had the light back
  when the dream extinguishes

  
  

  this lit city will close its walls
  and put out its lights on you.
  leave you in a world of dark.

  
  

  surely there will be more lights and even more spotlights
  none will be as bright as mine.
  when you have settled for something less
  remember how much you loved me.

  
  

  lights out

  
  

  curtain call

  
  

  end
  

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

  we are with a flash.
  we are what everyone wants to have.
  we are the dream.
  we are sweeping feet.
  we are heelkicks and kneepops

  
  

  wasted time for waiting no more
  opened up and laid before
  you
  are
  indescribable
  the emotions spilling forth.
  gripping like a tide.
  rushing and pulling me into you.
  drowning is a constant dream.
  fill my lungs with you

  
  

  we are with emotion
  we are what we are
  we are the happiness
  we are holding hands
  we are driving to home

  
  

  landing on the doorstep
  placed on a heart shaped platter
  are
  you
  hungry with the desire
  of knowing another person the way
  i wish to know you.
  it burns like the sun
  and the passion is so red.
  fill my veins with fire

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

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