just when you think that life is going your way.

it shits in your mouth.

Im missing jessica really bad.

Im missing missouri.

Im missing the mark it seems

Im missing the point of this

You're missing period.

whipcream, and girls that can be friends.

i dont know where whipcream comes into play.

but i bet it wouldve been fun.

i sat at the smoke pad.. *gasp*

smoking *gasp gasp*

but in the company of a beautiful girl

who is a kewl friend. i love that.

if only dreams were made of the stuff this day was.

skim milk...

my farts smell like a weird ass smoke stuff.

i think i should get whats coming out of my ass checked out...

i dont think its supposed to smell this way..
???

telling you all the important issues..

spinler

the day that will live in infamy. dec 7th

decay... my life. and personality.

no worthy thoughts for the paper.

go internet.

its makes me giddy.

ive lost my guaranteed hookup... and im saddened... a little. who knows.. maybe its better thhis way. only time will tell..

deteriorating

i crumble. but i wont let it get to me.

i love vodka

i think its time for a "circle takes the square"esque poem
soft day
dream river making the music pull the heartstrings that
create our mystery
wait in the water
child.
float down the stream
find your past
farther down brushing by the reeds
sounds of your life.
hold on tightly
growing up and letting go
the raft holding restrictions so cut it off.
parting is so sweet.
bet it all
ive lost the house. drop right there
youve got five. been sitting there for for days.
give it back and give regrets.
stark ravings
MAD
the rapids getting closer
but the women still deserve more.
dont let yourself down.
it gets rough from here.
and then we fall
over the side and into the depths.
it was so perfect until you dropped in.
you get two thumbs up
but it gets easier from here.
the house back
its 8:53 and where
are you?
run far.
tissue your face with a pillow.
as you scream out what you cant
its over now.
go to florida.
and forget your regrets.

Boxing is the greatest effing thing ever.

i have such a great respect for the boxers of old.

rocky marcianouas(sp?) you know what i mean. Bareknuckle boxing..

OUCH!

good thing we box with gloves.

 wouldnt you like to know

what the fuck happened

 to the aftermath.

thanksgiving. many people will have a xanga entry about what it really means. I for one am late. On the thanksgiving part that is. But thats ok youll read it anyways. So, Thanksgiving, my second favorite holiday next to halloween, was a feast of four days and many great times were had.

I stayed on base the entire weekend wooo hoo.. and had little internet access .

But I ate a veritable shit ton , yes shit ton, of food. YUMMY.

if i didnt gain five pounds ill be surprised.

comcast has discovered me once again. and they arent letting go this time.. shit.

so ill be forced to have limited online time. oh well.. those who care know my phone number

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

its nice being single i think i might stay this way. or not. im not sure.. last saturday i met this girl named sarah treske.

a little about her. physically.. shes attractive not the greatest. but definitely not bad. sorry i dont have a picture. shes really sweet and really kind. but she doesnt know exactly how to express certain things. perhaps its because she has never done anything with a guy, like i was her first kiss. and a lot more.

shes never even had a boyfriend. perhaps thats why she was scared. but im a gentle person.. very gentle. and i knew what she was thinking .. i just made her feel good

when we left her dorm room. well it was odd.. she was like i think it would be better if we were just friends.. but i would still like to do stuff with you. and all i was thinking was.. awesome no commitment. but no i think more about it and i think i could really likethis girl.. time to bust out the spinler charm and do more than get in the pants.. i think its time to go for the heart. oh well.. grrr...

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