Im getting retired at the age of 19

go life and me kicking ass

I'm single again. and i dont  know how to feel.. it wasnt even really a break up.

fuck it.

two tears wasted on this one and shes gone like yesterdays newspapwe..

i cant say that the paper from the past doesnt hurt.

incidents on the sports page reduce violence to a caution label.

once again. im off to go whoring. time to change that of which ive become

and throw me to my old self where it didnt matter.

life matters but whos there to care.

this will be the one thing i keep to myself from now on.

and all will be in wonder of what it is.

open up the box that pandora made.

and peek inside.

three infamous words that kill and cause joy.

this is what it will always be nothing great

nothing epic.nor monumental.

mylife is what it is. and nothing else.

to reckon good with bad. would be asking jesus to kill a jew.

and with those thre words. ill finish this.

always and forever.

i love you.

scooby dooby doo where are you.... no seriously we have some work to do now.

im a loving person. perhaps too lovin.

i have a lot of love to give out. just no one that i want to give it to anymore.

the one person that i do wish to love, is i dont know. out doing something else thats way more important than me... which could possibly be anything and everything.

ahh the struggles of being 19 and in love

im seriously thinking my teenage angst might just kill someone.

if not myself. not suicidal....

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Never let anyone shove a cotton swab up your penis... it really fucking hurts...